Hello to all my readers. Yes, it;s been awhile, but life happened.
First things first… I finished my second semester in reduced course load. So, technically, I finished year 1, semester 1 in two semesters…. I past the baking practical 1 with a D!! Trust me I celebrated that!!! I knew it would be difficult, just didn’t completely realize how difficult, but I did it!!! In the fall, I will be doing the the theory portion of semester 2 for year 1!!! One of my goals to possibly make it easier when I do the Baking Practical 2 is a talking kitchen scale!! We’ll see how that goes!
Secondly, I’ve kept putting off trying to find a dentist, due to my previous experiences…but I finally found one, and he’s awesome, just wow!!! Holy cow, did I ever find out sooooo much!!! In my first visit about two weeks ago now, I found out this: 1. My jaw issues I have are due to a sevvere overbite essentially taking over my jaw… 2. I was not scolded due to the problems I have with my teeth… decay, etc. 3. He has an awesome technique to distract while freezing my mouth 4. He has a payment plan for things that weren’t covered. All in all, he’s awesome!! Point, blank, and the period!!
I’m hoping to write again soon, as it’s been way too long…
It is officially New Years Eve, and I haven’t blogged in sooooo long!!! Steven and I had a quiet Christmas!! It was a good one though.
On Christmas Eve, we listened to our church’s livestreem for the candlelight service. What an awesome service that was!!! This was a good way to end Christmas Eve!!
Finally it was Christmas morning… we had a small-knit Christmas, but the gifts Steven and I got were a ton… very grateful!!! We also exchanged our gifts to one another. I got him a journal with his name engraved on the front and a message on the inside… I had him struck to silence, and then he cried. I could tell the gift moved him, which made me happy!! I got a canvas for me to paint on. We each had our own stockings too. Over all, a great Christmas morning!!!
Later that day, Steven’s parents brought over Christmas dinner to us. Oh my goodness… was it ever good!!! We even used the battery operated candles they gave us to add to the dinner.
All in all, a very good Christmas. Maybe next year, we’ll be able to celebrate Christmas with his family again!!! Hope everyone had an awesome Christmas, who reads this!!!
I thought I’d actually blog again. I’ve been painting a bit the past day or so. It feels nice to be creative once again. I’m hoping to make more paintings as soon as I find ideas on what to paint. I got some canvases, and I made a canvas to a friend/honorary Auntie for her birthday in October. I’m excited to give it to her!!! I’m planning on framing the canvas so she can hang it where she likes.
Besides painting, or shall I say, getting back into painting, I’ve been trying to relax a ton, along with other personal matters I won’t divulge here. Feeling peaceful though, in the midst of it. But I also had a wheelchair malfunction, so I had no power usable power chair for at least two weeks. I’m so thankful I have it back and usable again.
Another update, I’m hoping, maybe in October to apply for college again for the Baking and Pastry Arts Management program. I hope I can pull through this time and graduate. I’m definitely excited for that though!!!
One last thing to say, I’m still waiting for a call from Orthopaedic doctor in regards to my hip. Trying to be patient in the meantime though.
Oh, bringing this back to painting for one last point. I’m looking for suggestions on things I could try and work on painting. Feel free to reach out to me on:
Good morning to all you people who read this blog. It’s been a long while since I wrote, so I thought I’d do so while I have a few moments and maybe some things to write about.
I’m currently up at my friend’s house whom I babysat for last night, and it seems sleep didn’t show up. My body did not get the memo to sleep… at all.
So, what’s new with me, you probably ask? I had to withdraw from my program thanks to medical reasoning, which was tough to swallow. I am, however, working with them to see if I can do it with adaptations in the fall.
I’m also trying to do a lot of painting, and I did some Christmas cards last night, which was definitely nice to do. Though cold out, it’s good to be awake this morning, and relaxing.
Things I thought about doing today…
Do some more painting and complete the last of my Christmas
Do some shopping for grocery stuff.
Make some more crafts and try to be creative.
So, that’s the plan for today… and spend time with my boyfriend, which will be nice. I am so glad to be up today, even though I should be sleeping.
I hope all is well in the world of you readers, and I will try to find things to write about more frequently.
This title might explain it all, or it might not. I spent the long weekend out of the cit at James‘ parents’ house looking after their two dogs for the weekend. I really got to test myself this weekend when taking out Willy and Cassy together. That was a challenging, but fun task, as Cassy likes to pull, a good amount. Being that I am smaller than James is, I could get pulled over easier, but I didn’t. Go me!!!
I even got ready faster one day, so I took both dogs out. But mostly, I took Willy and James took Cassy. It was a team effort. I’m so glad I was able to spend a weekend out of the city, and help out at the same time. I honestly miss there already. Seriously. It’s as close to country as I can get, which is so awesome. All in all, a relaxing but productive easy weekend. One thing I’ve learned is for myself personally, if I get a dog, I’ll get a standard leash, instead of a retractable one’.
If I have a dog who runs, standard leash it is for me. That is what this weekend has taught me.
James and I, all in all, had an awesome weekend. We even went for a good walk early on the day we came back to the city. Such a refreshing visit though.
I’ve not sat down and written a blog in a long while. I’m organizing myself for what to do in my future. I’m also taking a course called Alpha at Eastgate Alliance Church. Every Thursday people come together at the church for it, as well as a free meal… a good meal too. It’s only happened for one week so far, which I joined. So awesome!!! What else is new with me? A fair bit. My friend snd I went to see a Ballet this past Saturday, which was good.
I’ve also been able to help my friend out, and she got me introduced to the gym, which now I have a YMCA membership, which is awesome, and I can use it at any Y. I love it!!! I switch between the /y in Orleans and the Y downtown. I have options, which I absolutely love. I’m so glad.
What I’ve been doing otherwise… resting from on and off migraines, which annoy me.
Good morning to all you blog readers. Apparently today is a random post day. Why? Because, why not? I’ve been up since 7am or so this morning and probably going to do some more paintings for Tactile Tapestry today. Also, if weather doesn’t suck, I’m going to do a few errands.
Just trying to think of what to paint today, though my boyfriend had a wonderful idea… dream catchers. I’m not usually an intricate painter, but it’s a good challenge. 🙂 I love challenges. I’m so excited to do a ton of paintings within this year. I also know that I want to do other artistic things.
Now to figure out where to actually make pottery, and not just paint it? I’ve gotta research that. That’s another project for this coming year. Let’s see what happens. All you blog readers, if you have other artistic ideas, comment and let me know!!! Oh yes, please do!!!
Maybe that’s something I can look into today while I wait for meds to show up…. hmmmm…. great idea.
Well, this post is going on and on, so I’m gonna stop for now.
So, still spending time with family, and now it’s Christmas Eve. Going to probably see more family after supper, which will be nice, since the last time I saw them was Thanksgiving. I’m so excited!!! Spending time with family always makes my Christmas, each year… especially this, and last year.
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Christmas morning still had one tradition the same, we woke up Christmas morning to the usual Christmas morning tradition, eggs, bacon and toast. I just had the bacon and toast, and both were delicious.
After breakfast, we got ready and headed over to see my boyfriend’s grandparents, whom in my heart, I consider them my own. We spent a bit of time there before heading back to continue with the preparations of Christmas dinner.
Presents were opened before dinner this year, to make sure everyone was going to be there. Family time works better when family can actually be there. 🙂
For gifts I got:
-Hair stuff (scrunchies, burettes etc.), and
-Pijamas
The final event on Christmas day was the huge feast. I ate turkey with gravy, mashed potatoes and carrots, along with a dinner roll. Oh my goodness, so good!!! Yum!!! I also had a homemade banana muffin for dessert, a very good idea to round out the meal.
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I’m so excited that I could actually be around family I absolutely adore for the holidays again. Due to my ups and downs with my hip, I wasn’t sure I’d be able to make it. As I sit at the kitchen table, looking out the balcony window at the backyard, I feel so wrapped up with warmth of a home and a family.
I’m so glad that I am surrounded by awesome traditions, little nephews, and Christmas chaos. That’s the joy of this time of year, especially when you feel like you belong. These are positive memories to remember and probably scrapbook, that is, if I have enough pictures for it. 🙂
Boyfriend’s family is my family. I have traditions now!!! No more being alone for Christmas anymore. I’d scoop up all the lonely people on Christmas and bring them here, to be surrounded by people and the craziness of Christmas.
FAMILY
F – Fun times around the holidays.
A – Amazing traditions that stick with you until the next year.
M – Memories made.
I – Individuals come, individuals go.
L – Love surrounds everyone, like a blanket.
Y – Years of family, from now on.
That’s what they mean to me, and this time with them. I never like to leave, but I know now, as long as it can happen, it will happen again.
This is my first blog from my knew website, which is absolutely awesome!! I’m deciding to do my top 5 favourites of The Willis Clan‘s new album, Speak My Mind. I will post the lyrics as well as the song itself to listen to.
Enjoy!!!
5 – How Much of Me is You – Lyrics
Verse
A little kid growing up
Interested in music
This is something you should learn
Cuz dad says you’ll use it
So focus hard and concentrate
And put in your time
The life will be worth the wait
This is your mountain to climb
Chorus
I’m standing on a stage now
Shaking scared to death
Excited where this life might lead
And I can’t catch my breath
People give the credit
Where the credit isn’t due
I wonder every time I play
How much of me is you
Verse
You made it people say
I wish that I was you
I wink and grin but I don’t think
They know just what I do
Cuz there are thorns on these roses
Of celebrity and fame
There is something slightly off
But I don’t know it’s name
Chorus
I’m standing on a stage now
To leave it would be death
Excited in this life I lead
And I’m loving every breath
People give the credit
Where the credit isn’t due
Still I wonder every time I play
How much of me is you
Bridge
Now I understand
Things that made
No sense
That life is gone
I’ve no pretense
That what you did
Was wrong
Chorus
I’m on a different stage now
My life might be a mess
But I’m seeing where all this might lead
And I know that I’m not less
People give the credit
And you’re not a part of what I do
Still I wonder every time I play
How much of me is you
Still I wonder every single day
How much of me is you
Still I wonder every time I play
How much of me is you
5 – How Much of Me is You – Audio
4 – What Life’s About – Lyrics
Verse
The bigger picture
Fading slowly out of sight – yeah
The simple structure
Giving way to crazy life – yeah
Climb
When it seems like all that’s left is a lie
And tomorrow is the day that we die
Keep the truth
Keep the faith
And look to the sky
Chorus
Baby don’t give in
To doubt
You can believe it
Do without
You didn’t need it
Never let your light so shine
Go out
Cuz this is what life’s about
Hey – hey – uh-oh
Verse
Keeping focus
Give up everything within – yeah
I think you noticed
Just how hard it is to win – yeah
Climb
When it feels like things are out of control
You just got to keep your eyes on the goal
With your heart
With your mind
With your soul
CHORUS
Bridge
It’s not a stupid story or a random name
It’s not about the glory or the fortune and fame
Open up your mind to the powers that be
Cuz there’s so much more to life than you and me
CHORUS
4 – What Life’s About – Audio
3 – Speak My Mind – Lyrics
Verse
This will probably stay locked away
And only come out on a rainy day
Cuz I will probably go and never show
Everything little thing I want you to know
Chorus
If I speak my mind
Will you take the time
Will you try to find a way
If I take you there
Will you say you care
Will you understand and stay
There’s got to be more courage I can find
To speak my mind
Verse
I will stand alone even though
I’m dying inside to trust you so
But I am so afraid that once betrayed
There I’ll be once again hurt and played
Oh and I pray
CHORUS
Bridge
Speak my mind
(repeating)
There’s got to be more, got to be more courage I can find (repeating)
CHORUS
There’s got to be more courage I can find
There’s got to be more courage I can find
To speak my mind
3 – Speak My Mind – Audio
2 – Paper Dolls – Lyrics
Verse
Look in my eyes
Look at my soul
I’m broken so – shattered the pieces fall
This is your fault
Look what you’ve done
Clearly I’m – nothing to you at all
Climb
The emptiness
The desert in your eyes
Is giving you away
Your promises
That I’m the only one
Are gone today
Chorus
Cuz we’re nothing more to you
Than paper dolls you tear in two
Till there’s nothing left of who
We were before we fell into
Your nothing world
Of nothing girls
Where everybody knew
It’s what you do
Cuz we’re nothing more to you
Verse
Open your mind
Please try to see
Your shadow is – taking control of me
It’s not what I want
It’s not what I need
My heart longs to – sail on an open sea
Climb
My brokenness
Is nothing in your eyes
And it’s pushing you away
I promise this
It’s over and I’m done
It ends today
CHORUS
Bridge
Than a good time
Like the last time – whoa
(I hear you say)
Oh you’ll be fine
Say you’ll mine – whoa
(Still you say)
Oh we’ll get by
Please don’t cry
We’ll find a way
I won’t stay
CHORUS
Cuz we’re nothing more to you
2 – Paper Dolls – Audio
1 – I Choose Life – Lyrics
Verse
I know you heard
Something happened in my past
I never told you cuz
You had never asked
But that’s ok
It’s gonna be alright
I was young, innocent
And I didn’t know
And I’ve decided not to
Let it keep me low
So I’ll say
I’m gonna be alright
Climb
And ooh – oh baby
It’s my choice and
Ooh – it’s not maybe
CHORUS
Verse
So now you know
And I’m asking what you think
So tell me baby
Are we gonna swim or sink
So I ask are
You gonna leave tonight
So tell me baby
Will I get the chance to sing
I need to know if you’re still
Thinking ’bout that ring
Cause I need you
To hold me tight
Climb
And ooh oh baby
Cause I love you
And ooh – It’s not a maybe
Chorus
Do you choose life
And choose love
And choose everything we’re dreaming of
Don’t wanna fuss
Or fight
But I’ll do anything to make it right
So say with me tonight
I choose life
Verse
I decided not to let it get me down
And I decided I would turn my frown around
So here’s the thing
You can handle it with grace
And if you’re happy
Well please notify your face
CHORUS
CHORUS
I choose life
I choose love
So get up and get out
And go live your life
It’s on you – it’s on me
To go and make it right
I choose life
1 – I Choose Life – Audio
So, this is my top five list of favourite songs off of this album. Let e know what you think!! 🙂
